this is my website where I post journal entries, creative writing, and complain.
I wanna make yogurt again, but my family is so mean about it. It takes 8 hours in the instapot, then a couple hours to strain if I want greek yogurt. it's not messy, It's not smelly, I know what I'm doing. It does have to be in the kitchen for a long time but, unless I'm actively working on it, it literally only takes up like 1 cubic foot of space.
There's lots of stuff I want to make, but I don't want to deal with them being rude to me.
I want to try making beef floss to use like a protein powder and I just know they'd act like it's the weirdest thing in the world.
I seem to do much better when I get enough protein, but it's difficult. I've been eating a lot of tuna salad sandwiches because they're easy to make. I want to find other easy meals, I'm afraid if I keep eating it so regularly I might have to start worrying about mercury poisoning. My diet has been wack. I don't want to leave the house so I just eat what's in the pantry. my apetite is equally wack. It's like I'm either constantly starving, or painfully full, but I'm never satisfied, and never comfortable. Today I bought greek yogurt, chocolate chips, and beef jerky at the store, so things are looking up.
last night was game night so I got to see my friends. I've spent enough time with them now that, sometimes I think of them and its like I hear hear a conversation, without any words but the sounds of each of their voices, and specific rythm of how they talk. it makes me happy.
